I am so tired… so exhausted that now I’m experiencing sensory issues. My body needs rest so bad that now I am overtired… I am so tired that I cannot sleep except for at night. This pisses me off. Why in the fuck has it become like this? How much exhaustion can one body take.
The source of all my exhaustion
More and more exhaustion piled onto of each other. The sleepless nights have turned into weeks, have turned into years. My body and brain are now unfamiliar territory due to the build up of cortisol. But I keep going, I have to keep going. There really is no other option than to keep going. I made a person and now I am a primary caregiver for that person.
This whole entire experience is the source for this site. I am angry. Tired. And I now know what so many mothers/primary caregivers have gone through for time eternal… and my body’s response is rage. I made a person and now I am a primary caregiver for that person. This whole entire experience is the source for this site. I am angry. Tired. And I now know what so many mothers/primary caregivers have gone through for time eternal… and my body’s response is rage.